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| 03:05pm 13/01/2004 | ||||
Anyway, Jon was at one of the bandsaw blades. He had my fucking tablet, so I walked up there. I told him he could cut it a little. He did. Then mr. Wydau came over. Nothing happened, then I was sitting at the table, and Jon was working on his wood project at the bandsaw. I slid over there on the chair. Then I got up and acted like I was going to hit his elbow and fuck up the machine. Then it started making fucked up noises, and like shut up or something. Then Mr. Wydau came over. He was all pissed and shit. "Why the hell is it always you two who mess around?" Then he wrote a referral for me. I waited and walked around and shit in the room for a bit, waiting for Jon, I wasn't going to take the referral to the office. I'd probably go to Juvenile. Anyway, I was like "Mr. Wydau, I don't feel comfortable walking down the hall by myself." But he just told me to go, so I walked all slow and shit waiting for Jon to come out behind me, but he didn't. I looked back and saw him sit down, so I figued he wouldn't get wrote up. I didn't even touch the machine, wasn't my fault. I was trying to decide what to do. I walked upstairs, to my locker, opened it, looked around, flipped through stuff, stalled and shit, closed and repeated for a while. Then I walked down to the drinking fountain, got a drink, walked around, then finally Jon came up. It was pretty funny. We sat down. He said if he took the referral to the office, he'd've had to go to alternative school. But he said they only have to go to school for 3 hours and they graduate early. We walked around, downstairs, in the freshman hall, literally all around the school about twice. By the library where this teacher was like fucking tailing us. We ran into him about 4 times. Then we went upstairs in the gym. We threw like trash down onto the gym floor. Like a bottle with pop in it, a pizza box, gummy bears, and all this shit. A rickers pop. It was pretty funny. Then we'd run and come back and throw something else. Then, after looking for him all day, after the last bell rang, I saw Carlos. He didn't fucking bring the MGS1 cd. He said he would tomorrow. He fucking wrote it on his hand yesterday to bring it and he still forgot. Damned Mexicans. |
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| 09:59pm 11/01/2004 | ||||
She should be back soon. I kind of want her to so I can eat, but I don't because in an hour I have to go to bed, then go to school tomorrow. That sucks. I'll just sleep all day. Nothing really happened this weekend. Downloading songs and shit. Um, I want to buy that shit off e-bay but my mom for some reason won't let me-- well, she wouldn't like last weekend. So if anyone knows how to put in a money order, like leave a message and tell me how. Alright, bye. |
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| 02:53pm 09/01/2004 | ||||
Do your soft shoe shuffle dance. Brush away the cigarette ash that's Falling down your pants. And you sadly wonder Does the nurse treat your old man The way she should. She made you tea, Asked for your autograph - What a laugh. Yeah, today was pretty interesting for school. First period we finished LOTR, then we watched the Two Towers. I think Mr. Gothard might pay for us all to go to the movie theatre to watch The 3rd one. After that I pretty much slept all period 2nd period. 3rd period we were supposed to do our career projects but I didn't. I kept glancing at Taylor, like non-stop. It's like an addiction. She's so like, wow. At lunch John, David and I sat at a table. John said there was this girl at the skate meeting at the Library last night, like the hottest chick he's seen, skinny, with HUGE tits. Bigger than Dolly Partons or some shit. Aaron and Cody said that too. Somehow I missed that. That sucks. Her name's like Casey Gun or Gunn or some shit. She's from Highland[high school] and we're from Anderson. We'll probably see her at these monthly meetings at the Library though. Anyway, after a few minutes Jon and I walked out and went upstairs. We talked to these chicks, trying to find Adrian & Dan. They said they were in this room, but they weren't. Finally Adrian, Dan, this fag, Black Shaun, and some other people came down the hall. We just stood around there upstairs. Adrian said he'd run down the hall with his ass out, and everyone dared him, and he actually did it. Ran down the hall. Then he came back and someone tripped him, Dan threw a bottle at him, Then Mr. Nikerk came upstairs while Adrians ass was hanging out and yelled at us to go back to lunch. It was hilarious. After that and the end of 3rd period I went to Construction Process. Jermaine and all these other people beside my table, they were all black, had those little mini cars with fucking hydraulics and shit and everyone was watching. Jon, Wes, and Eddy who sit at my table, fucking were watching and shit. That's for niggers. They act like they hate niggers, yet they hang out with them and like the stuff they like. It's fucking stupid. I just sat at my table. Then this dude John Marran left his CD player and headphones on my table while he looked at the other one. So I took his headphones out and put them under my shirt on my pants, and you couldn't tell I had them. Then Jon Jarrett, was getting a pass to go to his locker to get his CD player and told me to skip with him. I just got up, holding the headphones against my chest, and walked out the door. Mr. Wydau didn't even see me. Then Jon came. We went upstairs. I was contemplating putting the headphones in my locker as we passed it but I wanted them to take home today. I was planning on getting a ride with Nathan and the last few times I rode with him he went straight to his car after the bell rang so I wouldn't've been able to get them. And I wanted them to listen to music. All the headphones I have now either NEITHER speaker works, or 1 works and it cuts out ½ the time. I have my good ones at my dads. That sucks. So we walked around upstairs, then I took this school booklet thing out of the trash and put the headphones inside and folded it up so you couldn't see them and we went back to class. Jon kept coughing and shit. He was sitting by JOHN marran the guy of whom I stole the headphones from, he was all like " Anyway, he finally got it. Everyone was laughing and shit, staring. Mr. Wydau was kind of laughing but telling me to give it back. Then he moved away a bit and set them on this construction desk. And John grabbed them and threw them to me. Then John said "fuck it" or something "i have 5 more". Or some shit, like a fag. He was too pussy to make an ass of himself again. Then I grabbed his CD player. I decided to take that now, too, since he left it lay there. So I had headphones & a CD player. Then Kyle finally took it to "listen to a radio station" it was a good CD player. He kept sitting there, and I grabbed it to take it back. He was being a dumb wigger. I was about to hit him. Then he ran around the room like a pussy while I chased him. Then he sat down, and I swung at him, and he jumped, but I purposely didn't hit him. It was funny. He thinks he's cool. Even eddy was like "he's just doing that because you did." Exactly. Fucking poser. He tries to hang out with us skateboarders. He can't decide if he wants to be black or a skateboarder. I hate those people. Anyway, finally the fag gave the CD player and headphones back to John and I caught up with Nathan. We fucking walked upstairs and shit to get his girlfriend Allison to ride home. And we walked to his locker which is RIGHT BY MINE. I could've put the dudes headphones in my loker while me and Jon were upstairs and got away with it. Fuck, oh well. It was still funny. |
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| 08:02pm 08/01/2004 | ||||
Anyway, all skaters, BMXers, whatever were invited and parents and shit. They had like 12 rows of chairs all the way back to the room and across but all around there weren't enough so a large amount of people had to stand. Luckily I got a seat by everyone--Aaron, Josh, Chris, Seth, Cody, Carlos, John, Dan, Wes, Shaun. David wasn't there. All these other dudes were, Bret was there. They talked about the location of the park, fundraising, and all that. We got $10,000 already from somebody. It's pretty cool. This one dude "skater" I guess, I dunno. He talked alot to everyone, you know, he was just in the audience but he got in an arguement with this other lady kind of. It was pretty funny.Carlos gave me this DVD PS2 preview of MGS3, the other games on it I didn't care about. Yeah. It ended. We were supposed to sign this sheet. Oh, fuck I forgot. Harley Van Dyne or whatever kept talking this stupid shit. We all told him to shut up. He's a fucking poser, man. It's fucking sad. Anyway, yeah. I stood around with Jon, Dan, Cody, Josh, Carlos, and Aaron after it ended. I borrowed Joshs' moms cell phone and called my mom. She came and got me. All my friends, the real skaters didn't bring their boards while riding there with their mommies, so they went home like me, while all the posers rode their boards to the parking garage. I saw fucking 2 huge posers. Like this dude flipping the board over with his feet, landing on it, and falling over, as the board flew away. And another not even being able to ride 4 feet without kicking the board away. God, I hate them. Why do they even come, they obviously don't care about skateboarding if they don't take the time to learn the fucking basics of it. Jesus christ. Yeah, I called my dad. I am staying here tonight, and staying here during the weekend too. I don't know why I have to go to my dads house during the week. He was like "don't make it a habit". Don't make going to my own house a habit? My mom was pissed. I don't have a shirt or my backpack or PS2 or anything but I don't care. I'd rather be here. I need to go get my PS2 at my dads tomorrow. It'll be kind of akward though, right after school going and getting that stuff at my dads then leaving. Oh well, I ask my mom to go get it. Okay, I'm gonna go. Later. |
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| 03:36pm 04/01/2004 | ||||
I'm not going to spend time with them without being forced because I hate it over there. I get lectured for leaving hair in the sink after I brush it, playing CODYS playstation instead of mine because I'll WEAR HIS OUT FASTER. Is that not the dumbest thing you've ever heard? So much more dumb shit, too. Most of all about my hair. Being in my eyes. It's one strand. They say it "bothers them". It's my fucking hair. Get over it. I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. It's fucking gay. I can't wait 'til summer as always. I am trying to get stealth camouflage on MGS2. I got it on "Tanker" but not "Plant". I tried to buy some stuff off e-bay with my OWN money like a duron cpu/motherboard and a cpu fan, MGS:VR and all this other shit but my mom said "no, there is no reason to buy computer parts seperately", "Wait until you have enough money to buy it all at once". If I don't buy it soon, I'll spend it on something dumb. I'm going to figure out how to put in a money order by myself and buy it myself. I'm gonna go. Bye. |
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| 10:47pm 11/12/2003 | ||||
6:20AM - Wake up, refuse to go to school for 20 minutes. 6:40AM-3/4PM - Go to sleep. 3/4PM-11PM - Wake up, play MGS. 11PM-4AM- Play FFTA. That's about it. Yeah, I rented MGS1&2 last Thursday. They're due back tonight which sucks. I got stealth camouflage on 1 and I wanted to on 2 but it takes forever. You have to get all the dogtags on "EUROPEAN EXTREME" in which you have to get all dogtags on "HARD" mode to attain. It's complicated. This dude said it took him 6 months to get stealth on 2. Sons of Liberty is the 2 I'm talking about. I haven't heard or seen anything about Substance. It wasn't there to rent, but I want to play it, too. I got stealth on 1 and I got the bandana but I didn't save so I lost it. 1 kicks 2s ass but they're both good. MGS3:Snake Eater is coming out soon, I guess. I've seen screenshots but heard nothing of the storyline. The graphics kick ass, and I'm not even much of a graphics person. That's why I like MGS1[storyline]. MGS is my new obsession. >:\ I guess I'm going back to school tomorrow. I kind of want to but kind of not. I WOULD play FFTA like I have been lately after I go to bed, but I'm out of batteries. It gets pretty fun once you get your abilities up more. I thought it was a total waste of money when I first bought it, but it's alright actually. My dad is trying to get me a Windows XP disc from his work. He hasn't got one yet which sucks. Family Video [ Where I rent games and shit ] fucking took out like half of their PS1 game stock. They used to have them all along the outside wall until they got a bunch of PS2 games and I guess people rented them more, so they put them on the outside wall and reduced the PS1 stock and put them in the tiny middle rows. They took out all the good games, too. I like WAY more PS1 RPGs than I do PS2. Lunar, Tales of Destiny, Persona 2, and more. They're ALL gone. It sucks dick. PS1 games were cheap, too. 2 for 7 days for $2.50. I would rent MGS1 again but fuck, it's probably $20 or cheaper by now. It came out in '98 and I bet it's on that greatest hit or whatever thing. Plus their rental disc of it is fucking scratched to shit. I used alcohol and this scratch remover cream on it like 80 times, and it still freezes after you beat Ocelot and Gray Fox chops his arm off. Gray Fox is like my favorite character from MGS1. Solidus on MGS2. >:\ I wish I had an extra VCR to put in my room. This one in here is so convenient, plus I can't get it undone from the back of the TV. I mean I can sit here and play PS2 and use the computer. Maybe I can sneak the one by my moms TV in the living room into my room when she takes the games back. I dunno if the fucking old-ass TV I have in my room is VCR-compatible though. LoL, that's sad. I bet it is though. Songs "Def Leppard - Love Bites" "Robert Palmer - Addicted to Love" "Robert Palmer - Bad Case of Loving You" "The Who - You Better You Bet" "The Guess Who - No Time" "Tesla - Love Song" Yeah, I'm gonna go. Later. |
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You made me cry I don't want to lose this feeling And if I could choose A place to die It would be in your arms Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor Do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back Oh I'd gladly do it because I don't want to fade away Give me one more day please I don't want to fade away In your heart I want to stay It's all wrong And it's all right The way that you treat me baby Once I was strong But I lost the fight You won't find a better loser Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor Do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back Oh I'd gladly do it because I don't want to fade away Give me one more day please I don't want to fade way In your heart I want to stay Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor to you Do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back Lord I'd gladly do it because I don't want to fade away No no no Give me one more day please I don't want to fade away It's in your heart I want to stay Bellbottom blues Don't you say good bye Surely gonna meet again And if we do Don't you be surprised To find me with another lover Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor Do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back Lord I'd gladly do it because I don't want to fade away No no no Give me one more day please I don't wanna fade away No In your heart I want to stay I don't want to fade away Oh no Give me one more day please I don't wanna fade away No no In your heart I want to stay I don't want to fade away No Give me one more day please I don't wanna fade away Oh in your heart is where I want to stay. Yeah, NOTHING happened today I expected. =o! Well I guess yesterday, but whatever. In first period, James, Aaron, Cody, and Kyle sat around on Kazaa and download "Faces of Death" clips, which if you're not familiar are clips of real people getting killed in various ways. There was one of a dude whos arms were tied to horses then the guy slapped the horse and it ran off and his arm ripped completely off. Another was of a little girl getting hit by a train. I watched the one of Mike Vallely beating the shit out of 4 faggot ass preps. Haha, so great. That was pretty much it for that period. In Earth Science we took a test, and I mostly slept the rest of that period. In Careers Taylor wasn't there so that pretty much sucked ass. At lunch I sat with Dan, John, a dude, David, and Adrian. We threw food at people like we always do. We hit this Nichelle Williams chick. She was about to beat Johns ass. Then Dan hit her again. We kept throwing food at Wes. He's cool though. He's a skater. I don't know why he doesn't sit with us. He sits with like preps. I told the dude beside me I'd throw my gum at this loser kid if he gave me $1. He said if I hit him he would, if I missed I didn't get it. I hit him in the chest so he gave me $1. That was an easy buck, man. After lunch Tim and the other dude in my group finished our project in careers. Then I went to construction process. I already knew I was supposed to go to ISD and Mr. Wydau told me to but I like just sat down and started doing my work so he wouldn't notice me and it worked because he didn't say anything after that. I caught up with Nathan after that class was over to go home. Taylor walked by to her locker which is like a few away from Nathans. She was on a field trip for drama or something. God, she's hot. So I rode home with Nathan, Aaron, and Alex. We listened to my Lynyrd Skynyrd CD. We stopped at Rickers and I got Flamin' Hot Cheetos and a pop which was like $1.75? [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<shrug.>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Bellbottom blues You made me cry I don't want to lose this feeling And if I could choose A place to die It would be in your arms Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor Do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back Oh I'd gladly do it because I don't want to fade away Give me one more day please I don't want to fade away In your heart I want to stay It's all wrong And it's all right The way that you treat me baby Once I was strong But I lost the fight You won't find a better loser Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor Do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back Oh I'd gladly do it because I don't want to fade away Give me one more day please I don't want to fade way In your heart I want to stay Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor to you Do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back Lord I'd gladly do it because I don't want to fade away No no no Give me one more day please I don't want to fade away It's in your heart I want to stay Bellbottom blues Don't you say good bye Surely gonna meet again And if we do Don't you be surprised To find me with another lover Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor Do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back Lord I'd gladly do it because I don't want to fade away No no no Give me one more day please I don't wanna fade away No In your heart I want to stay I don't want to fade away Oh no Give me one more day please I don't wanna fade away No no In your heart I want to stay I don't want to fade away No Give me one more day please I don't wanna fade away Oh in your heart is where I want to stay. Yeah, NOTHING happened today I expected. =o! Well I guess yesterday, but whatever. In first period, James, Aaron, Cody, and Kyle sat around on Kazaa and download "Faces of Death" clips, which if you're not familiar are clips of real people getting killed in various ways. There was one of a dude whos arms were tied to horses then the guy slapped the horse and it ran off and his arm ripped completely off. Another was of a little girl getting hit by a train. I watched the one of Mike Vallely beating the shit out of 4 faggot ass preps. Haha, so great. That was pretty much it for that period. In Earth Science we took a test, and I mostly slept the rest of that period. In Careers Taylor wasn't there so that pretty much sucked ass. At lunch I sat with Dan, John, a dude, David, and Adrian. We threw food at people like we always do. We hit this Nichelle Williams chick. She was about to beat Johns ass. Then Dan hit her again. We kept throwing food at Wes. He's cool though. He's a skater. I don't know why he doesn't sit with us. He sits with like preps. I told the dude beside me I'd throw my gum at this loser kid if he gave me $1. He said if I hit him he would, if I missed I didn't get it. I hit him in the chest so he gave me $1. That was an easy buck, man. After lunch Tim and the other dude in my group finished our project in careers. Then I went to construction process. I already knew I was supposed to go to ISD and Mr. Wydau told me to but I like just sat down and started doing my work so he wouldn't notice me and it worked because he didn't say anything after that. I caught up with Nathan after that class was over to go home. Taylor walked by to her locker which is like a few away from Nathans. She was on a field trip for drama or something. God, she's hot. So I rode home with Nathan, Aaron, and Alex. We listened to my Lynyrd Skynyrd CD. We stopped at Rickers and I got Flamin' Hot Cheetos and a pop which was like $1.75? <shrug.> I keep track of my money because I am poor. Oh, I remember now I talked to David in the hall after 3rd period, during passing period. He asked why I never went uptown, and I said I wanted to like all week, but I call James and he never calls back. Then I said I'd go up there today and he said he'd be up there around 4 'cause he had Friday school for an hour. Then a pot-head asked David if he smoked pot and he said no. David sounds like a huge stoner. I always thought he was. Anyway, I got home and I went out skating. I was actually waiting for Derek to come by on his bike to ask me to go back to his house and take shots of vodka with him, Zack, and Justin and maybe some other people, even though I wouldn't've gone 'cause I wanted to go uptown and skate. Of course, he never came. I went inside and waited around forever. I downloaded this faces of death of a dude getting his head imploded— he was blowing up a raft and his kid ran and jumped on it and I guess all the air from the raft went into his head and it fucking exploded man. It was sick. But it was like the coolest thing I've ever seen. I sent that video to like 5 people online, then at like 5:00PM I asked my mom to take me uptown to look for everyone to skate with because I wasn't riding up there on Halloween and looking for them until it was dark and then having to come back alone. All of the drunk people and fucking retards. Fuck that. We rode around for like an hour or something going back and forth and I didn't see ANYONE. That's fucking gay. It happens every fucking time. So I spent my halloween doing NOTHING. Just another day. I heard somebody knock and I ignored it for like 5 minutes. Then I got up and looked out and I saw my dad pull away. My mom'd left, but when she got back she gave me this envelope and it had my name on it, I opened it and there was $10 from my dad. That was cool. I thought it was a trick or treater. Yeah, so here's the other 2 CDs I'm gonna burn. <B>CD3</B> "Todd Rundgren - The Light" ".38 Special - Hold on Loosely" "Elton John - Rocket Man" "Jackson Browne - Stay(Just a Little Bit Longer)" "Chicago - Feelin' Stronger Everyday" "Rod Stewart - You Wear it Well." "Seals and Crofts - Summer Breeze" "Beatles - Get Back" "Billy Squier - Everybody Wants You" "Simon & Garfunkel - Mrs. Robinson" "Supertramp - The Logical Song" "Rod Stewart - Stay With Me" "Eric Clapton - Bellbottom Blues" "Heart - Straight Home for You" "Cheap Trick - Surrender" "Foreigner - Dirty White Boy" "Styx - Lorelei" "Crosby Stills and Nash - Just a Song Before I Go" <b>CD4</B> "Billy Squier - Lonely is the Night" "Def Leppard - Hysteria" "Ozzy Osbourne - Mama I'm Comin' Home" "Doobie Brothers - Listen to the Music" "The Who - We Don't Get Fooled Again" "Squeeze - Tempted by the Fruit of Another" "George Harrison - My Sweet Lord" "Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody" "Beatles - Here Comes the Sun" "The Police - Roxanne" "Genesis - Follow You, Follow Me" "U2 - Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For" "Crosby Stills and Nash - Carry On" "The Cars - You're All I've Got Tonight" "Eagles - Those Shoes" "David Bowie - Space Oddity" "Moody Blues - Whiter Shade of Pale" "Bob Seger - Rock and Roll Never Forgets" <b>Download</b> "Def Leppard - Photograph" "Rolling Stones - Honky Tonk Woman" "Rod Stewart - My Heart Can't Tell You No" "Rod Stewart - As Time Goes By" "Blind Faith - Had to Cry Today" "Blind Faith - Sea of Joy" "T-REX - Diamond Meadows" "Cheap Trick - I Want You to Want Me" "Cheap Trick - Didn't I See You Crying" "Gerry Rafferty - Island" "Gerry Rafferty - Waiting for the Day" "Gerry Rafferty - Wastin' Away" "Gerry Rafferty - The Right Moment" "Gerry Rafferty - Everytime I Wake Up" "Gerry Rafferty - You Put Something Better Inside of Me" "ZZ TOP - Legs" "ZZ TOP - Cheap Sunglasses" "ZZ TOP - Sharp Dressed Man" "Foreigner - Double Vision" "Foreigner - I Don't Wanna Live Without You" "Police - Every Breath You Take" "The Poilce - So Lonely" "Police - Can't Stand Losing You" "Police - If I Ever Lose My Faith in You" "ELO - Wishing" "ELO - This Must Be Love" "ELO - You've Lost that Loving Feeling" "ELO - Long Distance Lover" "ELO - Shining Star" "ELO - Don't Bring Me Down" Yeah, that took a while to type. What else? Hmm, I downloaded a video of Mike Vallely and Bam Margera getting harrassed by a security guard to leave this parking lot then it ends up with Mike Vallely ordering the dude to leave, as he's choking the dude against his own truck. Haha, Mike is <i>so</i> my hero. I'm gonna go. Later. |
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There must be someplace you can go In the middle of the tall drinks and the drama, there must be someone you know. God knows, you're lookin' good enough, but you're so smooth and the world's so rough. You might have somethin' to loose. Oh, no, pretty mama, what you gonna do in those shoes? Got those pretty little straps around your ankles Got those shiny little chains around your heart. You go to have your independence but you don't know just where to start. Desperation in the singles bars an' all those jerkoffs in their fancy cars. you can't believe your reviews. Oh, no, you can't do that, once you started wearin' those shoes They're lookin' at you, leanin' on you Tell you anything you want to hear They give you tablets of love They're waiting for you got to score you handy with a shovel and so sincere Ooh, they got the kid glove You just want someone to talk to They just wanna get their hands on you You get whatever you choose Oh, no, you can't do that, Once you started wearin' those shoes. Yeah, it's like 10:10. What happened after 1st period. Hmm, I met with Derek and Justin at my locker and Derek asked me if I wanted to come over to his house tomorrow and get wasted and I said yeah. I'd rather go to a party, just to say I really did something on Halloween. I mean if you're getting wasted you might as well do it publically. I hate being around people, but in this occasion I could manage if I was there with someone. During lunch Carlos hit me in the nuts with a 12 oz. pop, which was full and fucking oh my god. I didn't show it but I was about to die, seriously. It hurt my nut really bad at first, you know like it feels like your nut is in your stomach but then my heart started to hurt worse than my nut, and it hurt all the rest of lunch and 7th period. Fuck man. Last period we did a few pages in the worksheet. Cody and I listened to our CD players but mine keeps skipping. It never did with my CD-Rs but maybe it's because these new ones are CD-RWs. That's gay. I can't listen to it for like 20 seconds without it pausing or skipping and it's a skip-free CD player. I went skateboarding once with it on and it didn't skip. Then school was over, Nathan took me home. I called James' house, but he wasn't home yet. His mom took my number and said she'd tell him to call me but he didn't at like 4:00 and I</b> get home at like 2:56-3:10 so he would've had to've been home by then, just like a couple weeks ago he didn't call me back. Fucking 70 degrees today. I called Nick and he wasn't there either. I had no one to skate with and probably by Monday it'll be cold again. I went out to skate by myself at like 5PM-6:15PM. It was okay, but I hate skating by myself. Okay, here are the CDs and songs I'm downloading and burning. Songs "Blind Faith - Can't Find My Way Home","CCR - Down on the Corner","Tom Petty - Waiting is the Hardest Part","Crosby, Stills, and Nash - Just a Song Before I Go","Eagles - Those Shoes","Foreigner - Dirty White Boy","Cheap Trick - Surrender". CD1 "Styx - Lady" "Dire Straits - Sultans of Swing" "Genesis - Man on the Corner" "Beatles - Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds" "Marshall Tucker - Can't You See" "Journey - Eye of the Tiger" "The Cars - Let's Go" "AC/DC - Little Lover" "Steve Miller Band - Jet Airliner" "Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb" "Crosby Stills Nash and Young - Suite: Judy Blue Eyes" "Badfinger - Day After Day" "CCR - Fortunate Sonn" "Bryan Adams - Summer of '69" "Bob Dylan - Tangled Up in Blue" "Jethro Tull - Locomotive Breath" "Humble Pie - 30 Days in the Hole" "Bob Seger - Beautiful Loser" CD2 "Styx - Fooling Yourself" "The Cars - Just What I Needed" "Pink Floyd - Learning to Fly" "Badfinger - No Matter What" "Bob Dylan - Stuck in the Middle" "Jethro Tull - Thick as a Brick" "T-Rex - Get it On" "KISS - Lick it Up" "Golden Earring - Radar Love" "Supertramp - Give a Little Bit" "U2 - In the Name of Love" "Rolling Stones - Sympathy for the Devil" "REO Speedwagon - Roll with the Changes" "Beach Boys - Good Vibrations" "Simon & Garfunkel - America" "Babys - Isn't it Time" "Gerry Rafferty - Right down the Line" "Whitesnake - Is This Love" I'll post the other two tomorrow. |
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| 09:48am 30/10/2003 | ||||
A new day, a new way, And new eyes to see the dawn. Go your way I'll go mine and carry on. The sky is clearing and the night has cried enough The sun he comes the world so often up. Rejoice, rejoice, we have no choice but to carry on. The fortunes of fables are able to sing a song, Now witness the quickness with which we get along To sing the blues, you've got to live the dues And carry on. Carry on love is coming, Love is coming to us all. Where are you going now my love? Wher will you be tomorrow? Will you bring me happiness? Will you bring me sorrow? Are the questons of a thousand dreams What you do and what you see Lover, can you talk to me? Girl, when I was on my own Chasing you down Was it made you run Tryin' your best just to get around The question of a thousand dreams What you do and what you see Lover, can you talk to me? Yeah, not much has happened lately. Kas called me last night for like 2 minutes before I had to go to bed. I was talking and my mom was at my door like "Are you decent?" and I said "Yeah" not thinking so I hung up the phone and she walked in. I remember Kas called me retarded like 8 times, that's about all I remember. I am sitting in word processing like right now. It's boring. I am probably gonna go skating today. It's supposed to be like 70 degrees. There's a party this weekend somewhere. I wish I knew the dude but if I go with one of my friends and there's alcohol at the party, I'll go. I wanna get wasted. I also want to go to the Moody Blues concert on like November 12. I'll get like bad seats but oh well. I got bad seats at the Boston concert and it was great. BUT that was outside and I got to sit on the grass, and see over people, but the Moody Bles one is at The Murat Theatre, so there won't be any grass and I won't be able to see over people that well unless I'm way up in the rafters or something. Oh well, if they're cheap enough I'll go but I barely have any money at all. Okay, I might update later. It's weird writing in class. W'ere not supposed to be online, plus there's a person on my left and right like probably reading my screen, so later, |
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| 09:01pm 08/10/2003 | ||||
Hehe. Yeah, so let's see what happened today. I finally went to the office and got my locker combination. Okay, today was boring. Let's see. Yesterday Jake and Nathan came by and my mom was at the store, and I said I had to ask her permission to leave with them to go film a video for Mr. Gothard, so they said they'd be back in 15 minutes. I started burning a CD for the drive. She got back, they waited forever while I burned the CD. I put like "Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody" to reinact the scene from Wayne's World, "Steppenwolf - Born to be Wild" 'cause it's badass, "David Bowie - Space Oddity" because I knew Nathan liked that song, "Van Halen - Running with the Devil" because it's always a good song to rock out to, and "The Who - We Don't Get Fooled Again", because it's totally badass, especially when Pete Townshend screams at 7:45 in the song. Yes, I memorized it. >:) We drove around, listened to music. We stopped at like Rickers to get some ice to throw at Jake for a clip on the movie. We were going to go into Hobby Lobby and interview people but Jake was all pussy and like got mad or something, saying we couldn't do it. The worst they could do is tell us to leave. I mean what the hell? So we parked over by McDonalds under a light and filmed it. It was pretty funny. We also filmed me like headbanging for 5 minutes, literally, to Born to Be Wild which fucking hurt my head and neck and then today Nathan says we need to re-do that part. I wanted to put the camera on the outside of the car and like film us all headbanging to Bohemian Rhapsody and singing it like they do in Waynes World but that'd take a while and god knows they can't take 5 minutes from their day to schedule something, and hell, I'm not even in his class. I'm helping them film it. I don't get shit for this, but atleast I'm getting away from my house. Today in computer class I searched for Volkswagen vans and I found one and I sent the link to myself in e-mail so I could open it when I got home. It was on e-bay which might be stupid but I can't find them anywhere else. Anyway, it turnd out to be crappy, but tonight I found like 4 more that I sent the links to my dad asking him which one was the best, saying I planned on getting my grades up and buying them in hopes that he would secretly buy me one, and I said I'd get the e-mail address of the person bidding on it last because they would win the bid, and I couldn't get it so I'd track them down when I could buy it and maybe they'd sell it to me. I know he bought me a guitar because he was talking about it and I know once I get my grades up, if I ever do, he'll give it to me. And he HAD this truck, I don't know if it's still in storage or not, but he's probably planning on giving that to me. So I could get that then sell it. If I could just get my grades up. The hardest thing is probably like Algebra. I can't like comprehend it. I was sitting there in class like really trying to learn shit, and I couldn't, but oh well. I guess that's what I get for not paying attention for 2 years. My dad picked me up at 3:30 today to take me to guitar lessons while my mom went and applied for a job or something. We were going over "The Doors - Roadhouse Blues" and I mentioned like "James Gang - Funk #49" and he said he hadn't heard of it then I hummed like how the guitar part went and he started playing it. He knew it from "Foot Loose", the movie, because they stole it from James Gang. So he taught me how to play that. It was cool. Yeah, anyway, I want a Volkswagen. They're like totally badass. Like all of the ones I want have like a stove, fridge, sink and shit so you can travel which is exactly what I want to do. They also have a bed. Once I get a laptop I will be set. Hopefully like the summer I get the car I can travel by myself because I doubt any of my queer friends would want to go. But it'd be fun to make them listen to MY music instead of me suffering, sitting in Nathans car, listening to his dumb mainstream music for 30 minutes. I'm gonna go. Later. |
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| 10:14pm 24/09/2003 | ||||
I've been down before Ridin' along in this big ol' jet plane I've been thinkin' about my home But my love light seems so far away And I feel like it's all been done Somebody's tryin' to make me stay You know I've got to be movin' on Oh, Oh big ol' jet airliner Don't carry me too far away Oh, Oh big ol' jet airliner Cause it's here that I've got to stay Goodbye to all my friends at home Goodbye to people I've trusted I've got to go out and make my way I might get rich you know I might bet busted But my heart keeps calling me backwards As I get on the 707 Ridin' high I got tears in my eyes You know you got to go through hell Before you get to heaven Big ol' jet airliner Don't carry me too far away Oh, Oh big ol' jet airliner Cause it's here that I've got to stay Touchin' down in New England town Feel the heat comin' down I've got to keep on keepin' on You know the big wheel keeps on spinnin' around And I'm goin' with some hesitation You know that I can surely see That I don't want to get caught up in any of that Funky shit goin' down in the city Big ol' jet airliner Don't carry me too far away Oh, Oh big ol' jet airliner Cause it's here that I've got to stay Hmm, I dunno. Let's see. I've skipped school since last Monday. 8 days. I haven't got caught somehow. My dad SHOULD know, but I don't think he does. I mostly have been researching hacking and stuff. I want to learn it. I've been reading commands and stuff like from 6 a.m. to 11 p.m. almost every day and it's still confusing. I'm trying to figure out which commands I can use as manipulative, but it's hard as hell to do it. Anyway, I dunno. Aimee and Elena are all pissed at me because we got in arguements. I really don't rememeber what I said to them because I get in like 20 fights a day on Y!M. What else? Let's see, FFT-A was a big disappointment. I mean it's still a good game, but the storyline is kinda bad. This streak of staying home has been fun, like a break from school crap and stuff, just fucking around, talking to Syrus and Billy and I've met alot of new people on Y!M. I met this Jackie chick last night, and she like corrected this guy and this is how I met her. Anyway, I IMed her and told her "Alright" was like an abbreviation for "All right". It was in the dictionary and she said "Alright" wasn't a word. Anyway, we argued, then joked, and stuff, but she seemed pretty cool. Anyway, today we talked and stuff and I said I only like classic rock and she said she did too and everything was like cool then she found out I was like racist and then since she's black she got all offended and acted like a bitch. Why does it matter? It's fucking online. We share alot of the same views and shit. EVERYONE hangs out with people they wouldn't hang out with in real life. So god, quit being a bitch. And she said she had tons of illegals and originals. But she doesn't hack or crack. Fucking queer. She's like the newbies in the "Bitchin.Illegals" room who trade illegals because they can't hack or crack and try to look elite. It's crap. =; If I'm going to get an original or illegal I'm going to hack or crack it myself, not cheap-out. That's why I've been researching hacking so much, so I can. Hmm, I saw that "Performing As.." show again today. They had a guy singing as Freddie Mercury. Freddie Mercury rules and so does Queen, and the dude was pretty good, but he came in 4th. That was bullshit. And there was a Frank Sinatra guy. He was better than the Aretha Franklin chick. Fuck that. It was total bullshit. I have to go to school tomorrow unfortunately to do make-up work. I might skip Friday but I doubt I can skip two Indian days in a row without getting caught by my dad. Indian days are the days I have Algebra which is the class which Autumn [My dads girlfriends daughters friend.] is in. And she told Audrey when I was absent once so I'm afraid to skip it too much, because my dad is pretty stict. And I'm pretty sure he got me an acoustic-electric. He like sent me an e-mail and said I'd be pretty disappointed if I didn't get my grades, and that was all that he could say then he mentioned it when he was picking me up or something once. I went to guitar lessons today. I started them back up. I hardly ever played, but now I'm starting to want to again. I learned to play "The Doors - Roadhouse Blues". He taught me that because I was wearing a Doors shirt. I skated with Nick yesterday. It was pretty cool. We skated out in the street for a little bit. 50-50ing and such, then like his dog got loose from his house and was messing around where these construction guys were working so he got it and told me to get his board and we walked to hsi house. Then he got his ramp out and we did that. I finally got it down after a while. Then his "friend" I forget his name..Tyler or something? I don't know. He thinks he's better than me. I hate all of Nicks "skater" friends. They're all posers. Anyway, before that me and Nick were ollie-ing on this manual board layed over this gravel median thing agaist the wall of his house outside in the driveway and it was up against a bush and like the first time I ollied onto it and got out, I 180'd out and it was cool. It got easy after that. My mom bought another record player yesterday for $10 since the one we have now like skips the records and it has like a "foward" button so you can skip through songs and stuff. The other one didn't have that even though it was like more high-tech. Kinda weird. I hate going to bed..it's fucking depressing. And all of the getting up and getting ready for school but once I'm like in Nathans car or the bus it doesn't really matter or once school's in session, I'm just waiting for it to get out. Damn, man. My CrazyLife is fucked up. The fucking text-box is all big now. And that happened to my LiveJournal too. That totally sucks. I couldn't get it fixed so I doubt I can this one. the only reason I tried to modify it was because on the title it said like "Ver. 2.." and it was supposed to say "Ver. 2.2" and that's all I changed now it's totally fucked. God damn it. Fucking curdling streams of semen. Anyway, I'm gonna go. Later. |
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Zero hour nine a.m. And I’m gonna be high as a kite by then I miss the earth so much I miss my wife It’s lonely out in space On such a timeless flight And I think it’s gonna be a long long time Till touch down brings me round again to find I’m not the man they think I am at home Oh no no no I’m a rocket man Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone Mars ain’t the kind of place to raise your kids In fact it’s cold as hell And there’s no one there to raise them if you did And all this science I don’t understand It’s just my job five days a week A rocket man, a rocket man Yeah, not much happened this week mostly because I skipped school everyday this week which I guess was pretty stupid since we have I-STEPS, which is like an evaluation test that I was supposed to take from Tuesday to Thursday, but oh well. We can take that test over and over until we pass it. It sucks though, because yesterday, the last day I was skipping ..by the way, I stayed home all the time I was skipping, staying on the computer, anyway. My mom came home early. I had the poorch door locked and the computer's like right around the wall edge right by the door so she was knocking 'cause she pretty much knew I had to be home because it's a bolt lock and I can't just pull the lock and walk out then shut the door. I'd've had to lock it then go out the back door. Anyway, after like 7 minutes of her knocking I finally let her in. She was kinda mad, but not too badly. She only knew of me skipping that day. I've been downloading a lot of Y!M and AIM progs. I DLed 54-64 MBs of those progs which is like 54,000-64,000 Kbs for you slow people. My dad's about to get me. I really don't want to go like always. |
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| 11:24am 13/09/2003 | ||||
We threw it back and forth, then David said on the count of three, he'd throw this handful of fries at them and we'd get up and leave, which we did. He threw them, but I didn't look. Jon told me the girl turned around right when he did it and they all hit her in the face. Then in Construction Process we left the room to one room down the hall to do book work I guess because the other room was so hot. We kept fucking around 'cause the teacher kept going back and forth from the original room to the new room. I went out into the hall, and saw Nathan and talked to him for like 5 minutes, then later looked out again and saw Dan, and he asked me to get Jon. We all talked for a few minutes. I saw the teacher coming around the corner down the hall, so I backed behind the wall of the doorway so he couldn't see me. Then this girl walked by and we asked if the teacher was coming, and she was like giggling and dumb shit. Then we looked, and he was right there in our face. We thought we weren't in trouble, but he later gave us referrels. So we decided we'd take them, but not go to the office, just walk around. So we did. We went to his locker, my locker, the bathroom, around the Library. Yeah. That was about it for Thursday. Yesterday..we cooked in Life Styles or whatever. We made cookies. They were okay. Nothing really happened at lunch. In Algebra we had to turn in our spiral notebook and folder. I didn't do it last year and it's like 100 points or something. Maybe I'll pass this time. We had to take pictures. I said I didn't have my money or slip to the person at the desk in the gym, and I went and sat down then they said I should just take it today in case they don't get re-takes done. Anyway, I had to go back to the desk and tell my name. This hot like junior or senior said she liked my shirt. I was like ";)" Not really, but yeah. That was about it for yesterday. Anyway, my dads about to come get me to get the back of my hair trimmed up. I skateboarded yesterday with Nick and his friend for a little bit, but then he went bowling so that sucks. Okay, I'm gonna go. Bye. |
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| 09:34pm 10/09/2003 | ||||
We ate cookies in the next period. That's about it. Yeah, nothing in 7th period, and then I slept almost all of 8th period. I came home, and after about a half an hour I went to the mall to spend my gift certificate. I went to Sam Goody. There was barely anyone in the mall as always, since no one goes to our mall 'cause it's sucks. They're renovating it though. I spent forever looking, but I finally bought some CD-RWs, and a Queen DVD. It was like $20 or $30. I forget, but it's cool. I'm watching it now. Some of those videos were like $12. That's cheap as hell. If I keep saving my lunch money, I could ride my skateboard down there every week, since I'm so close to the mall, and buy another band concert. Then we went to Wal-Mart and I bought FFT-A and batteries. I played a little of FFT-A. It's cool. But then my mom made me do homework and I've been doing that for like 4 hours. It sucks ass. Yeah, I'm gonna go. |
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With tangerine trees and marmelade skies Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly, A girl with kaleidoscope eyes Cellophane flowers of yellow and green, Towering over your head Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes, And she's gone Lucy in the sky with diamonds Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain Where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies, Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers That grow so incredibly high. Newspaper taxis appear on the shore Waiting to take you away Climb in the back with your head in the clouds And you're gone Lucy in the sky with diamonds Picture yourself on a train in a station With plasticine porters with looking glass ties Suddenly someone is there at the turnstile The girl with the kaleidoscope eyes Lucy in the sky with diamonds. Yeah, this sucks pretty bad. I'm not that mad anymore, but here it is; Okay, yesterday I was going to stay home because I didn't feel good, and I didn't like the classes, but I went to school anyway because I thought FFT-A came out yesterday, and I figured if I didn't go to school, my mom wouldn't let me get it. Anyway, so this morning my hair was all fucked up, so I just decided to stay home. Yeah, it turns out TODAY was the day FFT-A comes out and I had to stay home TODAY. That sucks. Plus, Taylors in my class today and I don't get to see her. :\ Yeah, then my mom came home and she wouldn't drive me to go get FFT-A 'cause she was sick and because I stayed home without telling anyone. Then I tried to call my dad to take me, and I forgot he was sick, and he said he'd drive me tomorrow. BUT I WANTED IT TODAY TO SAY I GOT IT TODAY! I WANTED TO PLAY IT TODAY! Yeah, anyway. I talked to Billy, and he didn't get it either. He doesn't have a GBA, but yeah. I'll get it tomorrow. Tim got it though, but I'm still a bigger FFT fan. Hah. :o I think we have a half-day tomorrow and Thursday so that's cool. I can't wait 'til I get a car. Driving with Nathan and other people after school is fun but Nathan plays his dumb music Like Sublime. I wanna get a Volkswagen van, shag carpet, and play some Led Zeppelin and..Bob Seger, Jethro Tull. Yeah. My dad's buying me ANOTHER marshall amp. Damn. I appreciate it, but he could've already bought me a cable modem. I don't even play guitar that much. Maybe I will once I start lessons up again. I have certain spells where I get into guitar for a week or so, then I stop for a while. I want a me-name on Y!M. I've tried everything. It sucks. All I have is my Wiegraf screen-name. I'm doing some major downloading. I download like 4 at a time so I won't be in a chat, and the download finishes and I don't download for like an hour then realize I need to start more. So, yeah. I start 4 before I leave to go to school, also. I can't burn though. All I have is CD-Rs. I need RWs, which'll be like $15? Then Modem is like $80-120. And then FFT-A is $30. I called Wal-Mart. I was suprised it was that cheap. I figured $40-50. Yeah, I'm gonna go. |
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She's making a play and she can't go wrong. She never waits too long. She's winding them down on her clock machine. And she won't give up 'cause she's seventeen. She's a frozen fire. She's my one desire. And I don't want to hold her down. Don't want to break her crown. When she says, let's go. I like the nightlife baby. She says, let's go. She's laughing inside 'cause they can't refuse. She's so beautiful now, she doesn't wear her shoes. She doesn't like to choose. She's got wonderful eyes and a risque mouth. And when I ask her before, she said she's holding out. She's a frozen fire. She's my one desire. Yeah, the air conditioning is on and it's cold. ;/ Let's see. The other day my mom left at like 6AM for work, and I just decided to stay home from school. I wanted to download. Now I have like 184 MP3s which is close to half of what I had before. So of course my mom got home around 3:45 PM or so, and she knew that I stayed home somehow. Dammit. She was pretty mad. I didn't want my dad to know, he kept calling. Finally he stopped by since I didn't answer, he wasn't that mad. He said he knew I didn't go to school, because of AUTUMN, my dads girlfriends daughters friend x_x; I had thought of that happening, like she'd see I wasn't there then she'd tell Audrey who'd tell Val who'd tell my dad, but it seemed way too complicated and un-realistic, but sure fucking enough! Jesus. Hmm, yesterday in Construction Process, Wes/Jon/and I asked for passes to the Library. We had to go through all the class bullshit for like a half an hour. He said he was going to take the class down the hall since it was so hot. Anyway, we did all that, he wrote us passes, on the way there, there were people were gathered around the Auditorium, so we decided to follow them in. It was for Drama. We sat way in the back. Finally, the teacher came up and asked us to leave She was all nice about it though, which was pretty cool. We tried to go to the Library, out intended destination, but there was a class researching in there which totally sucked ass. On the way back to class, some old bitch stopped us. We showed her our passes. She kept saying a bunch of bullshit. I don't know, I wasn't listening. So she was taking us back to class, then I said "This lady's being mean to us" to another teacher on the way there, and then the old bitch was like "Okay, you're going to the dean if I'm being so mean" or some shit. So Mr. Nikerk like took our passes, and asked where our class was and we explained we had a sub and all that. Yeah. We went to class. We stood out in the hall, walked around. Bryant tried to steal some cheetos out of the machine by reaching up in there. Our sub is cool though, he just laughs everything off. He's kinda dumb, but oh well. Then I walked to the parking-end of the school, and finally we walked out. I figured I'd wait by Nathans car. Bryant found the car he was getting in, so he wandered off, this was all like 5 minutes before the bell rang. But I couldn't find Nathans car, which trust me is a big deal when he has a fucking Yellow Geo storm. They aren't that hard to miss. So yeah, I had to walk all the way to the other end of the school to get on the bus. I guess Nathan didn't go to school today. That was the day I brought CDs to play in his car, too, since he fucking plays Sublime and FUCKING RAP. Yeah, so Bret got on the bus after a while. About half way home, some puerto rican dude kept turning around and Bret was like "What're you looking at, bitch?" And the dude like blew him off, and he kept doing it and he muttered something. So bret stood up and was like "What the fuck did you say, bitch?". Man, it was great. You could tell the dude was scared. Brets like the size of me and I'm like 5'5", and 100-110 lbs. He's just known for kicking peoples asses. Like Lorenzo White said something about Brets mom in the bathroom, and Bret punched him in his fucking mouth. Haha. I didn't see it, but Derek was in there with him. That was in 8th grade. Yeah, like 3 days ago at lunch, we were all sitting at a table, and Adrian told Bret that Tiffany said when they fucked, he did her weird. She was sitting at the table beside us. So Bret kept telling her to come over, and she was like "No..I'm not coming over there". We were all laughing, and he finally convinced her. He was like "You're saying I fucked you weird?" and she was like trying to play it off, but finally she stopped laughing since we all were, and like walked back over to her table and sat down. She was so pissed, it was pretty hilarious. When I got home, I started some downloads, then I called Nick. He said he had to go, so I couldn't skateboard with him. The sky was like really dark grey. I went out and skated for like 45 minutes. It was gay. I hate skating by myself. Everyone fucking stares at me. Man, I want to go out with Taylor Williams. She's fucking like so hot. I stare at her legs all 3rd period. But then if another dude looks at her, I get all pissed. I'm way too pussy to ask her out. She talks to Nathan alot, and he's fat, so surely she'd talk to me. o_o; Oh well, anyway. I'm going to go. Goodbye. |
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I was late to my first class. I had James and Aaron in it. The next class I had Aaron in again. That was cool. In Careers the next period, I didn't really have anyone except Tim. Lunch sucked. I hardly knew anyone. In Contruction Process I had this Jon dude. We fucked around the whole class. It was fun. Then I came home. Then the next day I had computers. Right off the teacher told me to take my back-pack to my locker. That sucked. I came back, and typed some document. I was definately faster typing-wise than anyone else in there but the alignment of the text was fucked so I didn't get done first. I always want to get done first. Grr, I hate people. I type like 115-130 WPM. Then I stacked boxes of papers for her for something to do. She better've gave me extra credit. >o! The next class sucked. Nutrition and Health. I think I'll change it for Blues Band. It was hot as hell and I knew absolutely NO ONE. That lunch was a little better. I had Carlos in it. In Algebra I sit beside Jermaine. He's funny, but not really my friend. But Algebra'll be okay. It's my second time taking it because last year all of the freshman were in pre-algebra and I took algebra. I wasn't ready, but Mr. Windlan in 8th grade thought I was. Then in English I didn't really know anyone in there, but the teacher was goofy so it should be okay. I saw Nathan driving when I was at my bus-stop that morning, so then I saw him right before my last class and he said he'd drive me home. He did. I was glad. Riding the bus sucks. Julianna rode with us, and we saw Aaron in the parking lot so he hopped in. Rofl. When he was taking us home we saw ambulances and stuff then there was a dude on a stretcher all wrapped up. He wasn't dead, but yeah. It's been pretty boring. Dammit, I don't want to go to my dads. My mom is gone right now. I kept the $6 my mom gave me on Thursday to save up for a cable modem. Now I have $26. x_x; It's slow-going, but hopefully I can mow my dads yard this weekend and get $20 more. My amp should be over there by now that he got off of e-bay. I'm gonna be pissed if it's not. Yeah, I'm gonna go. Later. |
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We stopped at Music Today and got a cord to hook my amps together, since he bought me a Marshall Amp off of e-bay. It should be here any day. And I got a guitar stand. Yeah, I really don't want to go to school. I've been avoiding the subject but it doesn't matter now. I'm fine with all the classes in my first semester, but the first is like room 31 and the next is like 220. I didn't go through the classes when I signed up or even to my locker because I just wanted to get out of there. I wanna play Diablo II. Everyone I've heard is like addicated to it. I have like 70-75 mp3s now. It sucks. There was some 14 year old on voice in a YM chat and he sounded like a prepubescent 8 year old. He had like the fucking IQ of one. Him to his friend: He called me stupid. [him @ me] I'm going to kill you Me: Okay, want my address? Him: I don't mean that. I'll kill you with my mind. Oh the supreme idiocy of vchatters. I'm also sick of people whining to people trying to get sympathy. Just kill yourself. That's all for now. Goodbye. |
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Yesterday my mom had this Jeff guy come over and fix our modem so we could sign on internet. She tried for like 2 or 3 days straight, all day, and couldn't get it and he did it in like 5 minutes. It was funny. Now the day after that I have to go to Lake Salamoney with my dad. Without our boat or anything. It was fucked up and he payed $400 dollars to get it fixed, and the motor still doesn't lift. And Nick isn't going, so this sucks. I'm going to bring my skateboard. He should be here any minute. I can't get iMesh to work, and my mom doesn't want me to have KaZaA. I figure if I DL 24 hours straight, I can get 98 downloaded a day[mp3s]. Okay, I'm going to go -- bye. |
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I'm about to steal my dads Windows XP CD and download it onto my computer. Billy said I could do that. o_o;; He did it with his brothers CD, and said it worked alot better. If my mom'd fucking pay me back I could have XP and a cable modem. Yeah. Like yesterday my mom rented "Old School", "Just Married", and "Gangs of New York". Old School was funny as hell and so was Just Married. And Gangs of New York deserved those 10 awards. It's just like one of those really good movies. Daniel Day Lewis kicked ass, and was my favorite, of course. I always like the evil guys. I was just on AOL and it's gay. Like all of these queers have original or damn near close SNs and they think they're like elite and a hacker. All you need is a fucking prog to hack. You're a queer. Go kill yourself. AOL sucks anyway, you damned losers. Yeah, Okay, I'm going to go. |
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